The Primordial Grief
All else is fractal grief "within" an enfolded holographic
Primordial Grief
Primordial Grief
The Primordial Grief is a state of which we are unaware. There are two fundamental components to this phenomenon. The first component is due to living a reality within all our day to day thoughts, emotions and tactile full sensory experiences being unaware that there is something else that is very essentially crucial to our existence. The second component is our generally unseen, non-experienced state of pure consciousness - pure presence of Being. The unadulterated, unchanging, unbound essence of perceiving or saying “I” prior to any addition to “I”. It is I Am as a statement unto itself. This presence of Being exists prior to any and all thoughts, emotions, tactile and all sensory experiences.
The primordial grief emerges as an inherent mechanism of removing ourselves from stillness as pure consciousness - presence of Being. As you morph and emerge into the perception of self and all of self’s notions of all that create self’s identity, there becomes an unidentified trauma. This trauma is what spawns The Primordial Grief. This comes to be as paradoxically subtle, unseen by most of that which defines a broad based western psychology. Simply, we just have not been taught the awareness of our most fundamental perception - “I” in its pure consciousness state of Being. Without anything else attached.
The day to day thoughts, emotions and all sensory experiences we are referring to, are: physical appearance, age, religion, job, money, house, car, desired material things, children, parents, education, wardrobe, vacations, any and everything to do with personal reality and existence, lifestyle on and on etc, etc. These are constructs of how “I” identifies itself and projects itself onto and in the world which I perceive as my reality. In your essence pure consciousness non-form presence of Being, you are none of these identifiable things.
How do we know something is missing if we have not been informed of its nature or presence as existence? Perhaps it might be like explaining water to a fish, or the existence of an atmosphere to a planetary reasoning being who has no awareness or knowledge of that which is an atmosphere of their planet. They breathe automatically not necessarily ever thinking of that which is doing the breathing and that which is being breathed.
The unacknowledged, hidden trauma is responsible for an overall weaving of a contracted state of consciousness which is playing out as confusion. We are existing in and as a state of not having a clarity that our stories are merely that - stories. Stories that have created such a complexity of reality as day to day living that there is an obscuration of this pure form presence that is the unadulterated experience of “I”. It is ubiquitously present as infinite being: ever-present, everywhere and pervasive. It is of everything that becomes aware of its own existence.
Pure Consciousness - presence as Being existed when you were a tiny baby and will still be the same unchanged sense of presence, I, “me”, when you are experiencing being an elderly frail person approaching transition out of this physical domain. And pure consciousness presence will always exist everywhere in between these bookends of our life span. This presence of being I, is always present - no matter what “I” is thinking.
Due to our lack of education, this awareness has been so to speak, stolen from us. We have not been taught of our consciousness essence - Pure consciousness: Being as Presence!
Presence as Being is prior to thought, or projection of thought onto anybody or any thing. It is a state void of information and representation other than inherent intelligence as the knowing of how all is what all is doing and unfolding - by way of simply unfolding - and being this unfolding. This state of consciousness is of non-thought and non-reactive observation of all that is. This exists with no assessment, judgement or projection based on prior information other than all-pervasive intelligence. It is stillness infinitely prior to stillness.
We have lost awareness of this state of presence as primordial being, and this profound loss is the trauma. We have individually and collectedly emerged in less than conscious nature of grieving for that which we are unaware of being absent or “lost”. This fundamental trauma spawns the sorrow in all its assorted inner projections - the suffering as an outgrowth of perceiving the self / I as the existence of all that has affected me in taking on the identity of:
We have been taught and programmed to equate thought and emotion and sense/tactile experience with consciousness as consciousness without knowing of this programming. This is a fallacy and has led to a civilization as cultural, social and personal confusion. Indeed a fallacy as a mistaken belief, especially one based on unsound argument and misconception. This fallacy even prances within the domain of delusion.
Pure Consciousness: As I AM (is) even present when we are sleeping. All aspects of body’s functions are totally conscious as a mechanism, intelligence of that which I am unaware. The consciousness is the “knowing what to do” as the massively synergistic interrelated and interdependent functions of body. This is a profound state of Being as a tree “IS” in Being as a presence of intelligence. A tree is being a tree and knows what to do as a tree. This is consciousness of Pure Presence Consciousness. And there is always, no matter what, access to it! It is our source of peace and joy.
The primordial grief emerges as an inherent mechanism of removing ourselves from stillness as pure consciousness - presence of Being. As you morph and emerge into the perception of self and all of self’s notions of all that create self’s identity, there becomes an unidentified trauma. This trauma is what spawns The Primordial Grief. This comes to be as paradoxically subtle, unseen by most of that which defines a broad based western psychology. Simply, we just have not been taught the awareness of our most fundamental perception - “I” in its pure consciousness state of Being. Without anything else attached.
The day to day thoughts, emotions and all sensory experiences we are referring to, are: physical appearance, age, religion, job, money, house, car, desired material things, children, parents, education, wardrobe, vacations, any and everything to do with personal reality and existence, lifestyle on and on etc, etc. These are constructs of how “I” identifies itself and projects itself onto and in the world which I perceive as my reality. In your essence pure consciousness non-form presence of Being, you are none of these identifiable things.
How do we know something is missing if we have not been informed of its nature or presence as existence? Perhaps it might be like explaining water to a fish, or the existence of an atmosphere to a planetary reasoning being who has no awareness or knowledge of that which is an atmosphere of their planet. They breathe automatically not necessarily ever thinking of that which is doing the breathing and that which is being breathed.
The unacknowledged, hidden trauma is responsible for an overall weaving of a contracted state of consciousness which is playing out as confusion. We are existing in and as a state of not having a clarity that our stories are merely that - stories. Stories that have created such a complexity of reality as day to day living that there is an obscuration of this pure form presence that is the unadulterated experience of “I”. It is ubiquitously present as infinite being: ever-present, everywhere and pervasive. It is of everything that becomes aware of its own existence.
Pure Consciousness - presence as Being existed when you were a tiny baby and will still be the same unchanged sense of presence, I, “me”, when you are experiencing being an elderly frail person approaching transition out of this physical domain. And pure consciousness presence will always exist everywhere in between these bookends of our life span. This presence of being I, is always present - no matter what “I” is thinking.
Due to our lack of education, this awareness has been so to speak, stolen from us. We have not been taught of our consciousness essence - Pure consciousness: Being as Presence!
Presence as Being is prior to thought, or projection of thought onto anybody or any thing. It is a state void of information and representation other than inherent intelligence as the knowing of how all is what all is doing and unfolding - by way of simply unfolding - and being this unfolding. This state of consciousness is of non-thought and non-reactive observation of all that is. This exists with no assessment, judgement or projection based on prior information other than all-pervasive intelligence. It is stillness infinitely prior to stillness.
We have lost awareness of this state of presence as primordial being, and this profound loss is the trauma. We have individually and collectedly emerged in less than conscious nature of grieving for that which we are unaware of being absent or “lost”. This fundamental trauma spawns the sorrow in all its assorted inner projections - the suffering as an outgrowth of perceiving the self / I as the existence of all that has affected me in taking on the identity of:
- abuse(verbal/physical)
- abandonment
- projections of shame
- losing healthy esteem
- living in/as a victim of inattentiveness
- living crucial developmental years within an atmosphere lacking understanding and practice of compassion or empathy
- not learning focus
- abused and tormented by being fed refined sugar and harmful additives in food
- poor overall nutrition
- being told threatening stories of superstition creating fears, debasing and devaluing oneself as a living beautiful sentient creature of pure consciousness
We have been taught and programmed to equate thought and emotion and sense/tactile experience with consciousness as consciousness without knowing of this programming. This is a fallacy and has led to a civilization as cultural, social and personal confusion. Indeed a fallacy as a mistaken belief, especially one based on unsound argument and misconception. This fallacy even prances within the domain of delusion.
Pure Consciousness: As I AM (is) even present when we are sleeping. All aspects of body’s functions are totally conscious as a mechanism, intelligence of that which I am unaware. The consciousness is the “knowing what to do” as the massively synergistic interrelated and interdependent functions of body. This is a profound state of Being as a tree “IS” in Being as a presence of intelligence. A tree is being a tree and knows what to do as a tree. This is consciousness of Pure Presence Consciousness. And there is always, no matter what, access to it! It is our source of peace and joy.