The Primordial Grief
All else is fractal grief "within" an enfolded holographic
Primordial Grief
Primordial Grief
The Primordial Grief is a state of which we are unaware. There are two fundamental components to this phenomenon. The first component is due to living a reality within all our day to day thoughts, emotions and tactile full sensory experiences being unaware that there is something else that is very essentially crucial to our existence. The second component is our generally unseen, non-experienced state of pure consciousness - pure presence of Being. The unadulterated, unchanging, unbound essence of perceiving or saying “I” prior to any addition to “I”. It is I Am as a statement unto itself. This presence of Being exists prior to any and all thoughts, emotions, tactile and all sensory experiences and is inwardly sourced from within the energetic resonant field of the heart. Passage unto this ineffable untellable "state" is silence.
The primordial grief emerges as an inherent mechanism of removing ourselves from stillness as pure consciousness - presence of Being. As you morph and emerge into the perception of self and all of self’s notions of all that create self’s identity, there becomes an unidentified trauma. This trauma is what spawns The Primordial Grief. This comes to be as paradoxically subtle, unseen by most of that which defines a broad based western psychology. Simply, we just have not been taught the awareness of our most fundamental perception - “I” in its pure consciousness state of Being. Without anything else attached.
The day to day thoughts, emotions and all sensory experiences we are referring to, are: physical appearance, age, religion, job, money, house, car, desired material things, children, parents, education, wardrobe, vacations, any and everything to do with personal reality and existence, lifestyle on and on etc, etc. These are constructs of how “i” (with differentiation of lower-case 'i" and upper-case I)identifies itself and projects itself onto and in the world which "i" perceive as my reality. In your essence pure consciousness non-form presence of Being, you are none of these identifiable things.
How do we know something is missing if we have not been informed of its nature or presence as existence? Perhaps it might be like explaining water to a fish, or the existence of an atmosphere to a planetary reasoning being who has no awareness or knowledge of that which is an atmosphere of their planet. They breathe automatically not necessarily ever thinking of that which is doing the breathing and that which is being breathed.
The unacknowledged, hidden trauma is responsible for an overall weaving of a contracted state of consciousness which is playing out as confusion. We are existing in and as a state of not having a clarity that our stories are merely that - stories. Stories that have created such a complexity of reality as day to day living that there is an obscuration of this pure-form-presence that is the unadulterated experience of “I”. It is ubiquitously present as infinite being: ever-present, everywhere and pervasive. It is of everything that becomes aware of its own existence.
Pure Consciousness - presence as Being existed when you were a tiny baby and will still be the same unchanged sense of presence, I, “me”, when you are experiencing being an elderly frail person approaching transition out of this "physical" domain. And pure consciousness-presence will always exist everywhere in between these bookends of our life span. This presence of being I, is always present - no matter what “i” is thinking.
Due to our lack of education, this awareness has been so to speak, stolen from us. We have not been taught of our consciousness essence - Pure consciousness: Being as Presence!
Presence as Being is prior to thought, or projection of thought onto anybody or any thing. It is a state void of information and representation other than inherent intelligence as the knowing of how all is what all is doing and unfolding - by way of simply unfolding - and being this unfolding from Ubiquitously "patterned," verbally/intellectually-at-best stated as nonlinearly holographic in nature. This state of consciousness is of non-thought and non-reactive observation of all that is. This exists with no assessment, judgement or projection based on prior information other than all-pervasive intelligence. It is stillness infinitely prior to stillness.
We have lost awareness of this state of presence as primordial being, and this profound loss is the trauma. We have individually and collectedly emerged in less than conscious nature of grieving for that which we are unaware of being absent or “lost”. This fundamental trauma spawns the sorrow in all its assorted inner projections - the suffering as an outgrowth of perceiving the self / "i" as the existence of all that has affected "me" in taking on identity of:
We have been taught and programmed to equate thought and emotion and sense/tactile experience with consciousness as consciousness without knowing of this programming. This is a fallacy and has led to a civilization as cultural, social and personal confusion. Indeed a fallacy as a mistaken belief, especially one based on unsound argument and misconception. This fallacy even prances within the domain of delusion.
Pure Consciousness: As I AM (is) present in considering another layer of this "holographic" Ubiquity as when we are sleeping. All aspects of body’s functions are inherently conscious as a "mechanism" - patterning of non-linear information, intelligence of that which i am unaware. The consciousness is the knowing-what-to-do as the synergistic interconnected and interdependent functions of body. This is a profound state of Being as a tree “IS” in Being as a presence of intelligence. A tree is being a tree and knows what to do as a tree. This is consciousness of Pure Presence Consciousness. And there is always, no matter what, access to it! It is our source of peace as bliss. The journey is inward silence - stillness. As Being stillness - silence. As depths of Being this Silence, observing/observer cease. Ineffable boundlessness. Enfolded Potentiality. Melding in-and-of that-which-IS Ubiquitous, Omnipotent, Omniscient, self reflective, self replicating eternally expanding and contracting, all consuming, self manifesting ubiquitously intelligent, existing as unfathomable timeless Reality of incalculable open system matrixes, void of becoming matrixes, mirror looking at mirror, ever collapsing form/non-form, holographically every thing within Everything as Everything within every thing, "non-local quantum entanglement" solipsistic nothing yet everything, void of “projection,” hence nothing “out there.”
The primordial grief emerges as an inherent mechanism of removing ourselves from stillness as pure consciousness - presence of Being. As you morph and emerge into the perception of self and all of self’s notions of all that create self’s identity, there becomes an unidentified trauma. This trauma is what spawns The Primordial Grief. This comes to be as paradoxically subtle, unseen by most of that which defines a broad based western psychology. Simply, we just have not been taught the awareness of our most fundamental perception - “I” in its pure consciousness state of Being. Without anything else attached.
The day to day thoughts, emotions and all sensory experiences we are referring to, are: physical appearance, age, religion, job, money, house, car, desired material things, children, parents, education, wardrobe, vacations, any and everything to do with personal reality and existence, lifestyle on and on etc, etc. These are constructs of how “i” (with differentiation of lower-case 'i" and upper-case I)identifies itself and projects itself onto and in the world which "i" perceive as my reality. In your essence pure consciousness non-form presence of Being, you are none of these identifiable things.
How do we know something is missing if we have not been informed of its nature or presence as existence? Perhaps it might be like explaining water to a fish, or the existence of an atmosphere to a planetary reasoning being who has no awareness or knowledge of that which is an atmosphere of their planet. They breathe automatically not necessarily ever thinking of that which is doing the breathing and that which is being breathed.
The unacknowledged, hidden trauma is responsible for an overall weaving of a contracted state of consciousness which is playing out as confusion. We are existing in and as a state of not having a clarity that our stories are merely that - stories. Stories that have created such a complexity of reality as day to day living that there is an obscuration of this pure-form-presence that is the unadulterated experience of “I”. It is ubiquitously present as infinite being: ever-present, everywhere and pervasive. It is of everything that becomes aware of its own existence.
Pure Consciousness - presence as Being existed when you were a tiny baby and will still be the same unchanged sense of presence, I, “me”, when you are experiencing being an elderly frail person approaching transition out of this "physical" domain. And pure consciousness-presence will always exist everywhere in between these bookends of our life span. This presence of being I, is always present - no matter what “i” is thinking.
Due to our lack of education, this awareness has been so to speak, stolen from us. We have not been taught of our consciousness essence - Pure consciousness: Being as Presence!
Presence as Being is prior to thought, or projection of thought onto anybody or any thing. It is a state void of information and representation other than inherent intelligence as the knowing of how all is what all is doing and unfolding - by way of simply unfolding - and being this unfolding from Ubiquitously "patterned," verbally/intellectually-at-best stated as nonlinearly holographic in nature. This state of consciousness is of non-thought and non-reactive observation of all that is. This exists with no assessment, judgement or projection based on prior information other than all-pervasive intelligence. It is stillness infinitely prior to stillness.
We have lost awareness of this state of presence as primordial being, and this profound loss is the trauma. We have individually and collectedly emerged in less than conscious nature of grieving for that which we are unaware of being absent or “lost”. This fundamental trauma spawns the sorrow in all its assorted inner projections - the suffering as an outgrowth of perceiving the self / "i" as the existence of all that has affected "me" in taking on identity of:
- abuse(verbal/physical)
- abandonment
- projections of shame
- losing healthy esteem
- living in/as a victim of inattentiveness
- living crucial developmental years within an atmosphere lacking understanding and practice of compassion or empathy
- not learning focus
- abused and tormented by being fed refined sugar and harmful additives in food
- poor overall nutrition
- being told threatening stories of superstition creating fears, debasing and devaluing oneself as a living beautiful sentient creature of pure consciousness
We have been taught and programmed to equate thought and emotion and sense/tactile experience with consciousness as consciousness without knowing of this programming. This is a fallacy and has led to a civilization as cultural, social and personal confusion. Indeed a fallacy as a mistaken belief, especially one based on unsound argument and misconception. This fallacy even prances within the domain of delusion.
Pure Consciousness: As I AM (is) present in considering another layer of this "holographic" Ubiquity as when we are sleeping. All aspects of body’s functions are inherently conscious as a "mechanism" - patterning of non-linear information, intelligence of that which i am unaware. The consciousness is the knowing-what-to-do as the synergistic interconnected and interdependent functions of body. This is a profound state of Being as a tree “IS” in Being as a presence of intelligence. A tree is being a tree and knows what to do as a tree. This is consciousness of Pure Presence Consciousness. And there is always, no matter what, access to it! It is our source of peace as bliss. The journey is inward silence - stillness. As Being stillness - silence. As depths of Being this Silence, observing/observer cease. Ineffable boundlessness. Enfolded Potentiality. Melding in-and-of that-which-IS Ubiquitous, Omnipotent, Omniscient, self reflective, self replicating eternally expanding and contracting, all consuming, self manifesting ubiquitously intelligent, existing as unfathomable timeless Reality of incalculable open system matrixes, void of becoming matrixes, mirror looking at mirror, ever collapsing form/non-form, holographically every thing within Everything as Everything within every thing, "non-local quantum entanglement" solipsistic nothing yet everything, void of “projection,” hence nothing “out there.”
Never being taught that you are a Cosmological Being -
Primordial Grief is a “normal” -
unknowingly suffering from and As itself.
Primordial Grief is a “normal” -
unknowingly suffering from and As itself.
Gaining Access
The access to this unbound and seemingly infinite vastness of non-time and space, is within the subtle realm of your heart. Your heart as a physiological organ - a pump, is only a tiny aspect of this story. The energy field of your heart is once again what we are referring to. By dropping your awareness from the center point of your forehead(referred to as your third eye) into your heart and maintaining this subtle-form connection, you are gaining access to an infinite domain of information processing, functioning as transduction.
This is the essence of a visceral experience
that is “detecting” information from a field
of expanded consciousness beyond the concept
of “localized” mind
that is “detecting” information from a field
of expanded consciousness beyond the concept
of “localized” mind
Begin this transformational process of perception by viewing day to day things from within your heart. This might seem quite obscure to you at first, but once you move into this way of “seeing”, you will be awe-struck.
This is very simple. When you are outdoors and taking in a view as some aspect of nature, literally direct your awareness of that which you are viewing into your heart. To your amazement, what you will soon discover is that you will have a visceral sense that it is your heart which is perceiving all that is being observed.
As a culture and larger cross section of a civilization, we have experienced an atrophying of this sense perception. It is gorgeous, stunning and splendid to say the least. By practicing this process and form of perception, not only are you accessing your capacity to enter into a deeper state of palpably experiencing yourself as the sensing, feeling, sentient being that you are, but you will be inherently dissolving the primordial grief. This breath of emancipation is spawned as you come into the vital awareness of your very own deeper state of consciousness and oneness within and as Nature “herself”.
This is very simple. When you are outdoors and taking in a view as some aspect of nature, literally direct your awareness of that which you are viewing into your heart. To your amazement, what you will soon discover is that you will have a visceral sense that it is your heart which is perceiving all that is being observed.
As a culture and larger cross section of a civilization, we have experienced an atrophying of this sense perception. It is gorgeous, stunning and splendid to say the least. By practicing this process and form of perception, not only are you accessing your capacity to enter into a deeper state of palpably experiencing yourself as the sensing, feeling, sentient being that you are, but you will be inherently dissolving the primordial grief. This breath of emancipation is spawned as you come into the vital awareness of your very own deeper state of consciousness and oneness within and as Nature “herself”.
Pure Consciousness is our source of peace, unbound creativity and bliss!