Part 1: My Passage into Heart
It could be considered that there is no more sacred journey than the journey into one’s heart. It is this limitless domain possessing all possibility of self-realization and, ultimately, living a life experiencing joy. Our Heart holds a different nature of intelligence. Until its awakening, it is an intelligence resting quietly in a dormant state, void of any notion of agenda or outcome. Our heart’s resonance is a home that exists as a perpetual loving welcome. All we need do is focus our innate awareness inward, introduce ourselves to this forgotten domain of our most essential existence, and ease into the emergence of its undisturbed clarity.
As I share my story, I open my heart to you with understandings and insights that have taken many years to embody. It is what I have come to know as the disconnect from our hearts that is the root cause of trials and tribulations spanning the vastness of humanity. This exists as individual subjective perspective, all and within a collective planetary knowing of interdependence as interconnectedness. Each and every one of us has access to every moment of our lives. Coming into the awareness of this is one of life’s greatest and most profound gifts. One’s journey into heart, as a joy-filled playfulness within, and as consciousness, unfolds a path where we can experience a breath of Infinity.
Thank you for taking the journey of this story. My wish is that its voyage inspires an insight for your very own Passage Into Heart.
As I share my story, I open my heart to you with understandings and insights that have taken many years to embody. It is what I have come to know as the disconnect from our hearts that is the root cause of trials and tribulations spanning the vastness of humanity. This exists as individual subjective perspective, all and within a collective planetary knowing of interdependence as interconnectedness. Each and every one of us has access to every moment of our lives. Coming into the awareness of this is one of life’s greatest and most profound gifts. One’s journey into heart, as a joy-filled playfulness within, and as consciousness, unfolds a path where we can experience a breath of Infinity.
Thank you for taking the journey of this story. My wish is that its voyage inspires an insight for your very own Passage Into Heart.
Part 2: A Life of Intangible Gifts
This is a story of a transformational shift that has been taking place over many years of my life, years that have now turned into decades. This is a shift that does not come undone. I can only imagine there have been experiences in your life where you know absolutely for sure that you have in some way become a different person. For me, nothing could be more beautiful, awakening, empowering and tapping into such rich realms within myself than all that I have come to see as an inner knowing—by way of intense grieving. I know it might sound strange, but I can only describe my outcome of grieving as an inner “elation.” A sheer sense of freedom. A type of pure joy and connection with all that exists - people, my environment and beyond; the nature of life, consciousness, awareness within observation, and believe it or not, a notion of eternity.
Reflecting on causation of my unbearable grief, existed a belief that my episodes of uncontrollable crying as sobbing, was the loss of a marriage and all that was attached to this. But I have over years come to see that these thoughts and beliefs were only symptomatic of deeply embedded traumas. Clearly defined now, it was my partner from an annulled marriage who was my spirit guide as a blessing for me having to come face-to-face with walking into the fire to identify these deep roots of past experiences and unravel to a core of Stillness as Being and slowly emerge within heart consciousness.
Reflecting on causation of my unbearable grief, existed a belief that my episodes of uncontrollable crying as sobbing, was the loss of a marriage and all that was attached to this. But I have over years come to see that these thoughts and beliefs were only symptomatic of deeply embedded traumas. Clearly defined now, it was my partner from an annulled marriage who was my spirit guide as a blessing for me having to come face-to-face with walking into the fire to identify these deep roots of past experiences and unravel to a core of Stillness as Being and slowly emerge within heart consciousness.
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Part 1: My Passage into Heart
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Part2: A Life of Intangible Gifts
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Part 3: Resonance and Dissociation Aspects From My Beginning,
Part 4: A Bit of the Dark Side
Part 5: My First Love and Auspicious Encounter
Part 6: Stunned Once Again
Part 7: College Years and PTSD
Part 8: Extricated and Tapping Inspiration
Part 9: Funny and Defining Ironies
Part 10: Reckoning
Part 11: Music as the Teacher Guru
Part 4: A Bit of the Dark Side
Part 5: My First Love and Auspicious Encounter
Part 6: Stunned Once Again
Part 7: College Years and PTSD
Part 8: Extricated and Tapping Inspiration
Part 9: Funny and Defining Ironies
Part 10: Reckoning
Part 11: Music as the Teacher Guru
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Part 12: Inquiry
Part 13: Holistic Healing
Part 14: Misunderstanding Depression - Unacknowledged Grief
Part 15: Primordial Grief
Part 16: Taking Flight - The Expansion Of Intellect, Growing Intelligence
Part 13: Holistic Healing
Part 14: Misunderstanding Depression - Unacknowledged Grief
Part 15: Primordial Grief
Part 16: Taking Flight - The Expansion Of Intellect, Growing Intelligence
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Part 17: Following the Indications and Dismantling
Part 18: Power Outage and Time for Introspective Focus
Part 19: Meditation
Part 20: A Journey of Transformation
Part 21: Disillusionment and Self-Reconciliation
Part 18: Power Outage and Time for Introspective Focus
Part 19: Meditation
Part 20: A Journey of Transformation
Part 21: Disillusionment and Self-Reconciliation
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Off To The Island
Part 22: Deeper Inquiry
Part 23: Entering My New World - An Adventure of Pragmatic Mysticism
Part 24: Mandala At The World Trade Center, NYC
Part 25: Closer To Life On The Island
Part 26: Measuring Up Within Conventional Life
Part 27: Activation Time
Part 28: Shifting In a Moment
Part 29: Preparation and Follow Through
Part 30: Arrival
Part 22: Deeper Inquiry
Part 23: Entering My New World - An Adventure of Pragmatic Mysticism
Part 24: Mandala At The World Trade Center, NYC
Part 25: Closer To Life On The Island
Part 26: Measuring Up Within Conventional Life
Part 27: Activation Time
Part 28: Shifting In a Moment
Part 29: Preparation and Follow Through
Part 30: Arrival
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Part 31: Gazing Into the Universe
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Part 32: A Surprise Acquaintance
Part 33: Settling In
Part 34: The First Gig
Part 35: Becoming A Local
Part 33: Settling In
Part 34: The First Gig
Part 35: Becoming A Local
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Part 36: In and Out of Alignment
Part 37: A Sweetness of Giving
Part 38: Moving along as Convinced its All A Dream!
Part 39: Inherent Intelligence
Part 40: Things Morphing Yet Again
Part 41: A Fiery Passion of Intent - Calling as Synchronicity
Part 42: There Exist No Observers, Not Even One
Part 43: Inward is the Journey, AS Happiness Now it is Your Story
Part 37: A Sweetness of Giving
Part 38: Moving along as Convinced its All A Dream!
Part 39: Inherent Intelligence
Part 40: Things Morphing Yet Again
Part 41: A Fiery Passion of Intent - Calling as Synchronicity
Part 42: There Exist No Observers, Not Even One
Part 43: Inward is the Journey, AS Happiness Now it is Your Story