1. My greatest transformations emerged out of the shift from my intellect, to knowing and seeing from within my heart. Yes, literally “seeing” and ”knowing” from a state of consciousness within my heart. “Feeling” all that I observe as mentally processing my surroundings from the intelligence of my heart’s resonant energy field. Listening within this subtle realm - not to audible sound, but to the wisdom of a sublte-form feeling - a “heartfelt” non-cognitive sense from deep within the intuitive realms of an energy field pervading all that exists as Ubiquity - the emergence of current "western" collective consciousness as culture, "coming into maturity" as knowing undivided wholeness.
2. Springing forth into and as a life of loving and holding depths of heartfelt appreciation for my work! By way of depths of trauma as a child and teenager and into early adulthood, various situations caused a history of despondency toward my very Being and hence, my precious musical work. Now with depths of gratitude, I identify the utterly unimaginable self-annihilating mindset of “trashing” my work - seeing no value in it.
2. Springing forth into and as a life of loving and holding depths of heartfelt appreciation for my work! By way of depths of trauma as a child and teenager and into early adulthood, various situations caused a history of despondency toward my very Being and hence, my precious musical work. Now with depths of gratitude, I identify the utterly unimaginable self-annihilating mindset of “trashing” my work - seeing no value in it.
The monstrous “inner critic”
My heart sinks, to merely write this in the heartfelt spirit of sharing my story with the wishes that NO ONE would suffer from this kind of self annihilating, self deprecating programmed behavior.
As the inner critic of such frightened, wounded ego takes its stand to express itself, there is a choice to be made. Listen and go the way of the slippery slope into the abyss of self annihilation, or awaken to this mechanism and extricate in a razor’s edge moment! Seize this moment with passion and determination of moving into a mindset of Being as self assured, confidence, knowing, self compassion, gentleness, kindness, love. Hold this conviction and you have every opportunity to transform in a moment! I have accomplished this and hold this practice sacred.
As the inner critic of such frightened, wounded ego takes its stand to express itself, there is a choice to be made. Listen and go the way of the slippery slope into the abyss of self annihilation, or awaken to this mechanism and extricate in a razor’s edge moment! Seize this moment with passion and determination of moving into a mindset of Being as self assured, confidence, knowing, self compassion, gentleness, kindness, love. Hold this conviction and you have every opportunity to transform in a moment! I have accomplished this and hold this practice sacred.
If this sounds in any way familiar, you can undoubtedly achieve this as well !
3. Another essential and cornerstone life shifting breakthrough has been my relationship with and understanding of the energy of money. First rule NEVER to be broken is to think or verbalize these words in succession: “filthy rich”. Do not say these words in reference to anybody, institution, business, mechanism etc. Never. Ever - whether you agree or not to various forms of a monetary system. Here is why - an association this powerful, will indeed play out - Associating any level of wealth with filth is having more of a subconscious affect than you might realize. Again, conscious mind - subconscious mind congruence and alignment holds the emergence and design of our experience as reality.